Madison

You're not showing up.

You got

drunk and now I'm still trying to continue this in a calm way, but I'm having a boiling over moment.

You know, it's, it's a culmination.

It's like, I wasn't just upset about him waking up drunk, like whatever.

That's, that is what that is.

I can, I can handle that.

I've dealt with drunk people, whatever.

It was the culmination of the entire day that felt like this kind of bubbling up inside of me that was just so frustrating, confusing and hurtful.

Yeah, you know, I totally agree with that.

I think in partnership, there's oftentimes bids for connection.

And you kind of see me having these bids of connection at the pool party.

And I go up to him, I'm even trying to be silly.

Like, I'm like, do I have tasteful underboob?

Like, you know, just being silly, having fun, like reading the room.

And it just felt like every bid for connection was...

ignored.

And I felt, I just felt sad.

You know, I was still very much in observation mode, right?

Like seeing how do we operate?