Mal (host)

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Made It Out · Rebuilding Family After Coming Out w/ Courtney Dietz · 23 Jun 2026 podcast

And it was, like, I also still follow her on Instagram and I always, like, see her and I'm like, I love that she's, like, out there.

I was like, I think she was my first, like, crush, really, if you think about it.

I love that.

And I don't know if I realized it at the time, but now looking back, I'm like, that's what that was.

And at the time, I was, like, I grew up Catholic and my family's very Catholic and so there's...

a whole thing there but whenever we would like kiss or make out or anything I would go home and cry to my mom and be like I did something bad you know you would tell your mom yeah I would tell her because I felt like I had to yeah that's that Catholic guilt it was really scary yeah and she would like hold me and like tell me it was okay but then I would do it again

and then like compulsion yeah I mean it just came out of me I couldn't stop myself so what do you think like in those conversations with your mom yeah do you think that those conversations made it harder to come out or easier I don't think that she thought anything of it I think that she thought it was like just a young girl just kids having yeah and my mom has like I love her to death and um she's a

wonderful, like, most caring, most, like, she's been the best mom to me, but she has a lot of issues with, like, my queerness sometimes.

And it's hard for her to understand it.

And there's a lot of denial in it.

And we've come a long way.

But I don't think that it helped her at all during those times.

Yeah.

And, like, when I came out, I think it was kind of a shock to people because I had boyfriends.

And, like...

And even when I came out as bi, sometimes I would be—I remember after my first long-term girlfriend, I kind of went crazy.

And I just did the whole crazy, just slut.

I was just a little slut.

But then I was like, I need to make sure I'm gay.

Totally.

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