Mallory Ervin

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes.

It feels weird.

It feels weird.

And then... Yeah, it's where our brain goes automatically.

And then... Yeah, it's where our brain goes automatically.

And I wish that it didn't, but it just does. It is our nature to go back to that, to go back to that, to go back. Because it's... It tells you a lot about a person, but it's like, why can we not just learn the person from talking to them?

And I wish that it didn't, but it just does. It is our nature to go back to that, to go back to that, to go back. Because it's... It tells you a lot about a person, but it's like, why can we not just learn the person from talking to them?

They knew what they, they really knew what they were doing with my case. Yeah. Because the perfectionism almost killed me more than the addiction.

They knew what they, they really knew what they were doing with my case. Yeah. Because the perfectionism almost killed me more than the addiction.

A 0% chance. Number one, I wouldn't be alive today. That's how low of a point I was at and how bad it was for me. I would not, I do not think I would have lived another eight weeks. I really don't. So like, I think it really saved my life. Really? How did you not enter treatment? A hundred percent. You don't think you would have lived another eight weeks?

A 0% chance. Number one, I wouldn't be alive today. That's how low of a point I was at and how bad it was for me. I would not, I do not think I would have lived another eight weeks. I really don't. So like, I think it really saved my life. Really? How did you not enter treatment? A hundred percent. You don't think you would have lived another eight weeks?

I was that, I was that close to, like my body was shutting down and I, it, it saved my life, which it, You know, recovery saves people's life first, but then it changes people's lives and then it gives them a whole new life. You know, if you had asked me before 2014, when I walked into that treatment center, you know, what's the best thing that ever happened to you in my life, in your life?

I was that, I was that close to, like my body was shutting down and I, it, it saved my life, which it, You know, recovery saves people's life first, but then it changes people's lives and then it gives them a whole new life. You know, if you had asked me before 2014, when I walked into that treatment center, you know, what's the best thing that ever happened to you in my life, in your life?

And I would talk to you about being on the Miss America stage. And I'll talk to you about like the moment that I was crowned Miss Kentucky. I wanted to win so bad. And the moment they put that crown on my head, it changed my whole life. That was my moment. That was my like taking your makeup off on QVC finally moment. That was my, when they placed that crown on my head, changed my whole life.

And I would talk to you about being on the Miss America stage. And I'll talk to you about like the moment that I was crowned Miss Kentucky. I wanted to win so bad. And the moment they put that crown on my head, it changed my whole life. That was my moment. That was my like taking your makeup off on QVC finally moment. That was my, when they placed that crown on my head, changed my whole life.

I said on my last day of treatment, you stand up and you say something. That was the best thing that ever happened to me. That was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life was going to a treatment center. That was the best thing that ever happened to me.

I said on my last day of treatment, you stand up and you say something. That was the best thing that ever happened to me. That was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life was going to a treatment center. That was the best thing that ever happened to me.

And I always thought it would be a part of my story that I was embarrassed about and that I wouldn't share and that I would just like let stay in the shadows. I would be thankful for it because it saved my life. But like I would just, I wouldn't really talk about it.

And I always thought it would be a part of my story that I was embarrassed about and that I wouldn't share and that I would just like let stay in the shadows. I would be thankful for it because it saved my life. But like I would just, I wouldn't really talk about it.