Marcus Capone
speaker
994 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard Feb 2026
last heard 20 Apr
Marcus Capone’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I'd had a lot of guilt and shame that he was not here and I was still here.
And then it had very light issues.
And those light times during the experience was always with Amber and the kids.
And it would take me out of that really tough psychedelic experience or the traumas that I was dealing with.
And it gave me a bit of like light and whiteness.
And it was always with Amber and the kids and our arms were always interlocked.
And what it showed me was that I had everything right here.
I didn't have to look external for anything, for life, for purpose, for striving to be better or to achieve something.
I was like, wait a minute, you have everything that you need right in front of you.
It's Amber and it's the kids.
And those were my moments of lightness during my experience.
And I loved them because it was like unconditional love.
It was like perfect.
You know, it was like, you know, if you want to be called connected to the source, it was like everything that you needed was right there and that was it.
And then that would dissipate.
And then I would go back into like kind of dark, you know, deeper traumatic experiences.
And it was very dark.
Some of it was very ugly.
images that were ugly, scenes that were ugly, a lot of fighting, a lot of struggle.
And as the night went on and I had more of these light experiences, it just felt like if you had a backpack on just filled with a thousand pounds of bricks, as the night went on, the bricks just kind of kept getting tossed out.
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