Marcus Capone

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994 appearances 2 recordings 2 series first heard Feb 2026 last heard 20 Apr

Marcus Capone’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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There is something wrong here.
How do we fix it?
And at the same time, how do we fix it?
I'm still really struggling, right?
I still have thoughts of suicide.
I thought many times, I'm like, well, if I take myself out, Amber, I mean, I thought through this a million times, Amber and the kids will go to the funeral and it'll be sad and I'll have a lot of people there and then that'll go away and there'll be some sadness.
And then eventually they'll be great, right?
Because dad won't be here constantly causing the problems.
And I just thought it would be some initial pain for future success for them.
And I really contemplated that at the time.
And that's just like a completely backwards, wrong way of thinking, right?
We call it the voice in the head.
It's our voice in the head that is constantly telling us certain things, our ego.
And our ego is trying to fix the problem.
That's what it's for.
And it's just not the way of thinking.
We thought about a campaign called Silence the Whisper, which is basically silencing that thought that's completely untrue, it's completely false, but that's how I was thinking at the time.
And so finally get a brain scan that shows that, yeah, hey, you have something wrong with your brain.
And so I think Amber then at that point was really trying to figure out, okay, how do we fix this brain?
And I think that's where Ibogaine kind of came into the conversation, even though
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