Mark Baxter

So like sometimes I need intensity, right?

And sometimes I need like kind of like letting go.

So yeah, everyone finds their own way.

Yeah, I mean, it's a slow and confusing and elongated process of self-discovery over the last like 48 years, I guess.

It's hard to know when it all started to sort of, but I guess over time as a start to kind of like experiment and notice and try different things and become more self-aware, just get to know yourself a little bit more.

And the thing about self-acceptance we're talking about, not fight against stuff.

Like just know like if that's what I need, if I can sense it, like go with that rather than think I should do something else.

Exactly.

Exactly.

Try, experiment, sense into things.

Yeah.

And don't follow any kind of rule set.

Don't worry about a pathway.

Just do whatever feels like intuitively right for you.

And that changes.

Like as I change over time, what I need changes over time as well.

Yeah.

I mean, I don't.

have it all together as well.

I'm still finding things out and I still fuck up all the time and I still forget everything and feel confused.