Matt McCusker

I know.

I'm going to start selling coke now.

But yeah, so that was like for me, it was kind of like, I don't know, like it humanized me in a way where I was like, I'm glad I dealt with that.

Because if I didn't, I don't know.

It just, I just became like very, it made me more self-aware of just kind of like, you know, how am I living?

What am I doing?

And, you know, like, it just kicked off a thing where, because I started out as a psychology major and then I switched to business because my whole family was like, don't be a psychologist, you're going to go crazy.

And so it is kind of like, I already had an interest in the area, but now I had like a very personal kind of attachment to like learning how to, you know, make your mind.

Would you go to therapy?

I eventually did when I was 30.

Got it.

So, because I went to school for social work

when I was in my early 30s, because eventually it was like, maybe I'll like, in case I don't want to do stand-up, because I always wanted to be a therapist.

So I was like, maybe I could just, you know, go to school, get my social work degree and become a therapist.

And they were like, we strongly advise you to try therapy.

And I was like, I'll try it out.

I really was.

Even then, I talked about this yesterday, but I was like, all right, I'm going to go to a therapist.

And I, for real, thought— No, I give it.

I don't get it.