Matt McCusker

There's just a couple of people strewn and he would get out and be like, that was awesome.

Yeah.

That was what we needed to do.

weirdly self-fulfilling yeah it is i yeah i i uh on my good days i can kind of do that myself a little bit but then you know i i slip all the time i'll just go anywhere to do a show and be like this is it i'm fucked up i'm done this is i'm gonna freak out on stage i'm gonna walk off yeah happens to me like 40 of the time i'll be in the middle of starting a set and i go

Well, I'm going to have to leave and everyone's going to be furious and I'm going to go home.

I'm going to move back in with my parents.

I'm on stage.

This is the first like seven minutes and I'm like, I'll just move it back in with my parents.

It's no big deal.

But, uh, but yeah, I try to persevere.

There is something nice about that, especially now where like, I feel like, um,

like intense pessimism and negativity is almost like in, in a way where it's like, it's almost cool to be like, fucking world's ending, dude.

We're, we're screwed.

Everything's done.

It's like, I don't, I don't like that stuff, honestly.

talk to yourself you're it's really bad dude and and yes that's though it's literally like the worst thing you can do but there's nobody in my opinion there's like no emphasis put on the responsibility of not being a gigantic bummer yeah because if you ever have like a if you ever had like a you know i remember having like regular jobs 90 of the people i've worked with were like massive

just chronic bummers.

Every single person I've worked a regular job with shows up and they're like, shit sucks.

No other way.

Yeah.