Matt Willis

Yeah.

it's so like sorry to I honestly don't mean to bring this straight back onto me but it's my 40th not next year the year after and for some reason Vogue and I were talking about it the other day randomly just like and she was like who would be like you know top of your list of your friends to come to your 40th and I was just like I rattled off like three people and then I was just like

I haven't really got any other kind of close mates.

And then obviously you sit on it and you go, oh, of course, like them and them and them and them.

My friend put me to bed one night and I thought he was coming around to chill with me.

And I was incredibly drunk and he walked in and I could barely kind of sit up straight.

And he literally just walked in, put my arm over his shoulder, walked me to bed, lay me down and left.

Didn't say a single word.

And I was just lying in bed thinking, oh my God, that's so pathetic.

It's grim.

And I was like, man, are you coming?

Are you coming?

Door shut.

And I was like, oh my God.

So I sought therapy after that.

So my reason for going to therapy for the first time was alcohol abuse and loneliness, really.

Alcohol abuse, the two went hand in hand.

When I think of the last time I went to therapy, I went to therapy because... I've been to therapy because I went to rehab many, many times, so I kind of was forced into it.

I would drink during the day when most people were working, so I didn't have anyone really to drink with.

It was all quite sad, actually, at one point.