Max Lugavere

Manage your emotions so they don't manage you.

Sometimes that's hard, though.

I mean, I, you know, I wake up sometimes and I am very... It's hard to peel myself out of bed.

I just feel...

You know, unmotivated, I know I'm aware of the fleeting nature of motivation.

But even so, you know, I check my phone.

I'm just like, oh, I got to do everything I did yesterday again today.

It's like, how?

Yeah, I'm a compulsive creator.

I was actually, I was looking over something, a musical piece that I created 13 years ago.

That's still on YouTube in the catacombs of my YouTube channel.

It's called How to Be Emotionally Stable Without Getting Bored.

And it's an article that I read

on a website called Thought Catalog 13 years ago.

It's like a, it's prose, you know, it's not, article is the wrong way to describe it.

It was just like this really beautiful piece that I read on this website, this random website.

And it read as music to me.

And so I turned it into a song of sorts on my YouTube channel, how to remain emotionally stable without getting bored or how to be emotionally stable without getting bored.

And I produced it 13 years ago before I went through, you know, what I went through with my mom and all that stuff.

But it reminded me last night of my, I guess of my nature, you know?