Maya Umemoto Gorman

But then people were like fucking before they were married.

And then I'm like, well, if you're gonna have sex before marriage, but then being gay is wrong, and then God forgives all sins, then like, why can't you just be gay?

Oh, and that for me, and honestly, y'all read The Hobbit because dead ass.

I think like that was for me, like the breaking point and like.

That's the colonization, right?

Like period.

It's just like what you have is not enough.

Even if it's like coated in gold, it's just like whatever you thought was enough, you want more.

And that's where like, you know, it's the personal for me.

That's the one that's like the personal like...

And even the idea of like church, right?

We need as many, everyone needs to be, everyone.

And it needs to be this, then this, then it's the never ending, right?

And I think like something that's like infinite and like can't be stopped, like that urge, that pressure, that like it's as many people, let's fill this house, let's triple it.

Like no seats, like we wanna like, you know what I mean?

And I feel like for me, that's when I realized

really checked out but then as as i when i decided to leave church and like never turn back and like that kind of vibe i think i really struggled with like what do i do now yeah because like my belief system is no longer of course and like the thing that was like holding me together was no longer so like i needed to like find purpose for myself totally and i think like you know

And like circle purpose.

Purpose by Justin Bieber.

Well, and that's the thing is like, I think purpose is so important simply because of the fact that like, yes, validating your existence and like having...