Meagan
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So he was coming home late.
He'd sleep on the couch.
He was going out with friends a lot.
I would be at home with all of the kids on the weekends and it was just stressful.
I was so stressed and I just wanted me and my baby to be together.
I didn't want to be in the trailer park anymore.
I didn't want to be there anymore.
And I still had that feeling that I just wanted it to be
Me and my child.
All of these children.
Where did all these kids come from?
Whose kids are these?
Where's your mommies?
I just started to hold a lot of resentment towards them.
And I felt that, which this is horrible, but I felt that my baby deserved a dad.
to be her dad and not all of these kids' dads, which that is crap.
That is a horrible mindset to have.
And I know that now, but in that moment, I was just so jealous of them because he would go spend time with them.