Meagan

You need to go speak to a doctor.

My child was eight months old at this time.

Yes.

Only getting worse.

It progressed from just the sadness, the hearing things, the sounds in the corner, to anger, into wanting to kill everyone in the house.

Which...

I look back on the moms who have killed their children.

Yeah.

And I do have pity.

When did it hit that point and they weren't able, they couldn't

decipher between yeah it's like a reality what i was yeah you took the words when does it when does it become where you act on it you do it yeah and then you wake up and you're like oh my goodness i can't believe i dreamed that and you look over and it was not a dream right

And so that scared me bad.

And so I immediately made a doctor's appointment to see just my primary care doctor.

I hadn't gone back to the OB because I was eight months postpartum.

I didn't think that she'd be able to help or anything.

So I was like, let me just see a regular doctor.

I've got to get on some medications.

And I went up there.

I ended up just seeing the nurse practitioner of the clinic.

And she...