Meagan
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I told her everything.
I was like, I think I'm going to, and I had my baby with me and I knew her and she knows me.
I worked at the hospital for all those years.
And so I was very scared to tell her that I was going to kill myself.
I'm going to kill my family.
I can't do this anymore.
And I remember telling her, I know how this sounds.
This sounds insane, but I don't need to go anywhere.
I don't need to be admitted into a facility because I'm not going to do these things.
Like I didn't want to lose my job.
So I was like, just please, I just need some medication.
I need something.
And she was like, I'm not going to report this and stuff like that, but you do need to come back and you need to see the doctor of the clinic.
Because she was a nurse practitioner.
And so she was like, you've got to come back and I'm going to schedule you to see the doctor.
And she sent me with some prescriptions.
I started on Zoloft, 25 milligrams Zoloft.