Melissa Auf der Maur

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1,702 appearances 2 recordings 1 series first heard Mar 2026 last heard 11 Mar

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The Magnificent Others with Billy Corgan · Melissa Auf der Maur | The Magnificent Others with Billy Corgan · 11 Mar 2026 podcast

And that I now know very much so that you were looking out for me as this young girl with, like, some...

metaphysical crazy fantasy that i needed to live out but you did not hound me to stay and i'm pretty grateful for that too thank you but i am surprised it was time to go yeah it was time to go yeah i mean in many ways it's you know if you could read it almost in the shadow of it it's it's it's somebody trying to hold on to something you know for another heartbeat

Right.

You, you're saying.

Well, all of it.

The death of the band was very traumatic for me.

I did not have time to consider you and what you were going through, which was you had lost Darcy, your band was evaporating, and breaking in as a Pumpkins fan.

You know, had I not been in the band, I would have been mourning with you.

But instead, I was traumatized like everybody was, and I was mourning ultimately for our generation and everything we all lost.

We were in trauma collectively, entering a future that we all sensitive Pisces freaks knew...

was gonna be pretty weird.

Like, we felt, you know, the writing was on the wall of where we were all gonna go as a culture.

And I think we all retreated into our own mourning and warning and individual drama that didn't allow us to see the others.

And I...

Same with Courtney.

It took me a decade to even really see what happened to Courtney after I left.

You know, yeah, she became this huge Hollywood star, but then had never mourned the death of her husband, had never mourned the fact that people accused her of killing her.

All of us just went... Terrible.

Exactly.

And so I think that we all retreated and we weren't able to be there for each other.

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