Miranda

and leaving the campus around 11 every night for multiple months.

I was exhausted by this whole process.

And it's at this time I confessed to him that I had feelings for him in his office.

We had been rehearsing for maybe two to three weeks, if that.

I was so anxious to tell him that I had feelings for him.

And I can't even really remember what I said, but I think I'd said something like,

I have feelings towards you.

He immediately was like, I like you too.

Are you positive you want to do this?

I was like, yes, I really like you.

This is so different than anything else.

We're meant to be together and I feel really cosmically about this and we're really aligned.

He, of course, reciprocated because that made him feel better about himself and made him feel like he was not inherently abusing me, which he was.

After that, we communicated even more, and the hours before and after rehearsal looked very different after my confession of feelings towards him.

It was pretty soon after that that he would eventually force me to receive oral sex and

was really adamant that we have penetrative sex and I was really against it.

I think it was just like a back of mind thing.

I don't want to do that with you until I'm graduated, until we're truly, really dating and you like leave your wife.

But we would start hooking up in his office to paint the picture.

It's important to note that his office was right next to the one theater classroom and his office was sandwiched between