Molly Shannon

And you get to know the girls on the circuit, kind of the comedy girls or Groundlings girls.

And I went and did my thing and they were just like, thank you, Molly.

You know, like, next.

And then I walked out to the room and you could see the girls who were being asked to stay.

And I was just like, bye, everyone.

Good luck.

My heart.

melted, you know, crushed.

And I went out to the parking lot and I saw this great actress named Catherine Lanassa and she's just so lovely.

And she, she was like, what were you auditioning for?

And I, I, I think I forget what it was, but

She was just so casual, and I remember she was doing stretches by her car, like ballet, and stretching her leg, and I was like, oh, I wish I could be easy breezy like Catherine Lanassa, not caring.

And I was feeling dark, like, ugh, this is so, so much rejection, and I think I'll just go to Gelson's and get a half a chicken and go home and go find shades.

I call it a night.

It was delicious, yeah.

And that is what I did.

But I just, in that moment, was like, I don't think I have the heart for this anymore.

This is just too hard.

So much rejection.

Yeah.