Murugiah

So finally living in the moment, living in the present, just exploring what you want to explore next.

But that comes with a lot of privilege, right?

I have enough clients and work.

Don't get me wrong.

I still struggle every month, every year.

brutal honesty, I made half as much money as I did the previous two years this year.

I made half as much money.

My income dropped from whatever to half of that.

And that is scary stuff.

That is a result of surrounding factors in the world, is a result of politics, of wars and all sorts.

It did not stop me from wanting to explore painting, sculpture, personality, humanity, because those are the core theme of who I am underneath.

So I will always find a way of presenting this work in whatever way I can.

It's that nihilist penguin meme, isn't it?

You know that nihilist penguin meme with Werner Herzog?

Is that what I'm describing it?

Werner Herzog has gone around the internet.

It's a nature documentary that Werner Herzog is narrating and making.

And he films a penguin deciding whether to join their tribe on one side to food and warmth or to go towards the mountain to certain death.

And the penguin looks back at the camera and says,

of penguins and looks towards the mountain and then just heads towards the mountain and then Werner Herzog he just says but why in his very thick German accent and it's gone around the internet and people have misunderstood it but it is about nihilism and I think it