Nadia

And, you know, it's been five years.

Wow.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

And it's a funny one because...

It's one of those things where I didn't want to talk about it a lot in the book.

And I didn't want people to be like, well, it's all right for you kind of thing.

But no one knew that.

that it was really hard for a really long time.

And there were lots of Christmases and New Years and birthdays that I was totally on my own.

I mean, with friends and whatever, but I didn't have a person when everyone else was having kids and doing all that stuff.

And so I kind of, I mean, maybe this is just for us, but I feel like if I can do it, anyone can do it.

That's a very strong message.

And it was, you know, it did happen late and I'm really glad it did because I feel like I was very reactionary when I was young and I was insecure and I didn't understand what love was when I was young, you know.

And so I did need a lot more in a needy kind of a way.

And now it just, I felt like I got to a place where I was like,

I'm good.

But, I mean, that's what you've... You did that to yourself, right?

Yeah, absolutely.

I mean, he often said to me, like, you can't really handle the love that I give you.