Nala Ray
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154 appearances
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1 series
first heard Nov 2024
last heard Nov 2024
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Yeah. Like that's all I thought. I was like, well, you know, maybe I'll just have my fun in this life. And that's about it.
So I'm saved. Jordan asked me to be his okay well first what happened was um you know after Jordan had told me like he's not gonna date somebody who's on OnlyFans I'm like no I completely agree like you shouldn't like that's that's not right um so for me like God had been convicting convicting my heart and I'm like oh I have to get off of OnlyFans Like I spoke to his mom.
His mom was such a prayer warrior for me in that time too. And I spoke to her about it. I was like, you know, like my heart is like waving right now. Like I don't know what to do. He's like, this is my only form of income. I'm really scared. Like, what do I do?
you know and she walked me through like this like all of these like kind of options you know and she was just like you know no matter what you do you know like god loves you but you can't keep this door open of sin like it's literally it's taking you further away from christ yeah and i was like i got it because you know sin separates you from christ god never left us like we left him
So I was like, okay. And I just continue to see this image on my head of this door of like black behind it. I was like, I got to shut that door. What is that door? It's OnlyFans. So after I spoke to her, I like, he was at the beach. I drove to find him on the beach and I just outright told him I'm deleting my OnlyFans. Like, and it was like this joyous moment.
Like it was like, oh my gosh, I'm free. Like I felt free and I was like, no way. So I'm deleted my only fans. Um, and then very shortly after like a week and a half after we were like in a dog park and he just asked me to be his girlfriend. And I was like, oh, that's so cool. It was just so cool to like just be gifted things like by Christ. You know what I'm saying?
Like because I at that point, I love Jordan. Like I was like, dang, like this man has helped me through so much, has been there through all of this hard stuff.
and um at that point what happened was like my dad stopped talking to me because i what i told him like hey i told him i was quitting only fans and like i got saved and he's like oh well that's great but you should stay on only fans at least another year and a half because you need to make yourself comfortable you know like this world's expensive and i was like what the heck are you kidding me like did you not just hear what i said like
You know, so.
Because what's crazy is through that situation, my I was talking, I started getting more in contact with the siblings, like my siblings. And they started telling me that, like, I was like, oh, hey, by the way, I was the one who gave those those funds. And they were like, no way.
Like, but then like the numbers didn't add up as far as like, as much as I had given him, the numbers didn't add up to what they got. So like my dad was like pocketing most of it. Yeah. So long story short, like we found out once again, my dad was cheating on my mom through that situation and they started like divorcing. Like they started the divorce process again. This was like,
seven, eight months ago. Oh, wow. So it's crazy. It's so rad. Crazy. But through that divorce process, my mom and dad got separate houses and my dad broke into my mom's home not that long ago with like a gun and knife and pepper spray and got sent to jail. So he's now like, and he had like so many guns that were like scratched off the registration or whatever on it.
And so he got even more charges because of that. So he's now like facing like they, the, the sentence was life. So, yeah.
Not only that, but I got in a car accident that same week. Um, there were so many things that happened. Uh, the, uh, we were also in, um, we were in tax season again. So I quit only fans. I'm no longer making that money. And my taxes were due and I owed like $300,000 in taxes. And I was like, Oh my God.
I was like, oh, I get it now. Like, cause going through OnlyFans, I really didn't go through much. Like my life was pretty okay. You know what I'm saying? Like there wasn't trials and tribulations on OnlyFans. Like if there was a problem, I paid for it. Yeah.
what i'm saying but now like this is like real life stuff hitting once again and i was like no way i knew it was the enemy like but i continue to pursue christ in other things too like reading the bible worshiping praying my prayer life got so much stronger through that time because i was like wow i really need to see christ right now because the devil is trying real hard
But my, um, I got really convicted also about like my modesty and I was like, oh man, I need to go through my, I went through my entire closet or should I say closets? I went through all of my closets and just threw bags and bags and bags of stuff away. Like, cause I was like, well, I can't like give this to another woman because because then she'll wear it and like, it's still promiscuous.
So I was like, let me just throw it all away. So like, I went through that. Um, I was, I stopped smoking weed. Um, I like, especially with my cussing, like I cuss like a sailor. So like now I was like, oh man, I cannot be speaking like this. Like I'm a Christian. I represent Christ. Like the Bible specifically talks about having a foul language and how it's like,
It's not what God wants for you again. So there were so many little things in my life that really needed to change. It wasn't just only fans, but being obedient to God in all of the things helped me get so much closer to him. And it built my faith so extremely like the joy I have inside from like making, it wasn't even making sacrifices towards him. It was literally just saying no to the world.
You know, like, cause Jordan said something to me that blew my brain. I was like, he was like, you know, the devil can give you things too, but he has a budget. And I was like, wow. Like, you know what I'm saying? Like the devil can give you money. The devil can give you fame. The devil can give you a lot of things to keep you away from Christ. You know what I'm saying?
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