Natalie Ellis

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595 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 7 Jul

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Healing + Human Potential · How to Be Ambitious Without Losing Your Relationships · 7 Jul 2026 podcast

And going into that, when I replay it back, I feel like I could have stopped the process.

I could have stopped what was going on in the room.

I could have slowed the room down if I was vocal enough.

If I had said...

stop this has not worked yet I was calm I was kind of saying this hasn't really worked like quietly I didn't want to interfere I didn't want to be a problem patient and went through that experience came out the other side of it started to process that trauma of what had happened start to realize that dynamic could have done gone differently had you spoken up and

And immediately I was shown all of the areas in my life where I was still doing that.

And that changed everything for me.

Because I was also, you know, after you go through an experience like that, for me, I was in full freeze.

My entire body was shut down.

My brain was shut down.

I wasn't functioning the same way I was used to.

And from that place, when I say dark night of the soul, that for me was...

It's like I shone a light on every area of my life and committed to doing it differently.

And that wasn't an overnight process.

It was a very long drawn out process of healing and committing to do things differently.

And my second time round, I had my second daughter eight months ago.

Same thing happened.

The anesthesia didn't work, which now we know on the other side why it didn't happen.

I had one spinal tap and three epidurals before it worked, but I was so vocal in that room from, from the minute I got into the operating theater, I was vocal and I was so clear.

You will not operate on me until I give you the go ahead to every single person in that room.

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