Nathan Apffel
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2,883 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 26 Jun
Nathan Apffel’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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Like there's beauty in the struggle.
You know, like I sat with one of my close friends, um, last night with my wife and we went to dinner and he just lost his wife and he's, you know, he's just like exhausted and beat up.
And, um, you know, just, he's like, I, I'm so, I can't remember the exact language he said, but it was, he's like, I'm in so much pain, but I know like God is sitting here with me.
And, uh,
oh man, my wife brought up a Spurgeon quote.
And it was basically about in the darkest moments, like that's where the biggest growth happens.
And it's like, so you don't want to shortchange that, you know, like- Don't ignore it.
Yeah, like sit in the pain, like your creator's sitting there with you and that's when the growth truly happens.
So I'm just saying like, I don't know if psychedelics shortchange that at all, you know, because-
Because I've been in some really, really dark moments in my life where I just sit there and I feel the weight of eternity and just resting on my shoulders.
I'm like, oh, this is real.
But you know, when you think about fucking aliens, yeah.
He talks about, you know, there's a, John talks about like being pulled up in the spirit, you know, he talks about his spirit being pulled up and it's like, there's moments where you have these out of body experiences, you know, where it's like, I feel like John was on some massive trip where they're drug induced or not, you know, but he's sitting there and being shown this, you know, this revelation.
It's like, that's, that's a pretty powerful trip.
But I feel like, again, as I get quieter in my life and as I like meditate on the scripture more and I pray, I'm like in constant prayer.
I feel like my life is a prayer.
Like I'm actually seeing so clearly.
for the first time, not for the first time, but I'm seeing patterns and I'm seeing things.
So I almost feel like there's moments where I'm in the spirit too, if that makes sense, where I'm quiet enough, where I'm seeing, I'm like, oh, I see you, God.
I see the path.
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