Neal Brennan

You couldn't be.

It would be a full-time job.

Yeah.

And but yeah, 10 kids in 16 years, which is insane.

What do you have in common with them?

Almost nothing.

Yeah.

My oldest brother, Joe, was like, I just realized like we barely grew up together.

I was like, you just realized?

Yeah, by the time I'm conscious, he's gone.

Yeah, I shared a bedroom for probably half my childhood, like, from zero to maybe more than half, zero to 12.

And then, uh, and then around 13, we moved and I got an upgrade, um, out of the hostel into my own room.

Um, like the, like the King of England.

Um, so, so yeah, so, so it was, it was like, I guess it was what you call hard scrabble.

I'm kind of, thanks to the ayahuasca and the DMT and the MDMA, I kind of don't think about it as much anymore or like,

feel a ton of negative feeling around it.

Uh, it almost feels like a hazy memory.

That's the other advantage or one of the advantages of age is like you, you forget everything, you forget everything.

Um, so, and now I've stopped holding my mother.

My standard now for parenting is it is, uh, was it, did they make an effort and is it better than their parents?