Neal Brennan

That's another advantage, you know what I mean?

Another like, how could you possibly feel sorry for yourself?

Trust me, I still do.

No, no, no, but how could you possibly, the amount, I'm not a big like privilege and all that stuff, but like, you wanna talk about lucky to even have the opportunity to do this stuff.

It's like, you know, that's not common.

And the other thing with all these treatments, even,

And antidepressants, they don't know why it works or how it works.

So it's just try it, try it, try it, try it.

And I think I have the, I'm ambitious about a lot of things, but mental health is one of them.

And so I was like, no, it's not good enough.

i'm gonna go a step further i'm gonna i'm gonna make your this episode uh solid as a producer i'm producing and directing my own mental health in general i'm like no this is not we gotta do another one and like literally like like whatever whatever yeah and i i've been like that for 25 years

Yeah, but it's also like, fuck, I'm competitive with it.

I think it's wrong that anyone feels like this.

So I'm like, no, I like just want to keep speaking.

I'm a Karen for my own mental level where I'm just like, no, no, no, no, no, we're not.

I'm not doing this.

So self-love is true, but it's a bit like I'm competitive and I'm ambitious.

So it's like, I'm not gonna, I don't want to, I get mad that I feel shitty still after having done stuff.

I don't know what the quote is, but...

Yeah, I don't.