Nick Middaugh

He says no fair, my house, my rules, like all these little kid phrases to negotiate, I guess. And I said, well, then I'm going to go home. And then after that, like I remember he would still chide me sometimes to try to get it to happen. And I just didn't. I was like, no. And, you know, talking about this in hindsight, you can kind of, you can apply a lot of like understanding.

But at the time, like I'm just a little kid. You know, I don't really, I don't understand the gravity of what's going on. I'm just like, I don't want to do this anymore.

But at the time, like I'm just a little kid. You know, I don't really, I don't understand the gravity of what's going on. I'm just like, I don't want to do this anymore.

But at the time, like I'm just a little kid. You know, I don't really, I don't understand the gravity of what's going on. I'm just like, I don't want to do this anymore.

What's that? It stopped him. Yeah. It stopped him though. Yeah.

What's that? It stopped him. Yeah. It stopped him though. Yeah.

What's that? It stopped him. Yeah. It stopped him though. Yeah.

Did he have any other close male friends? Um, people he hung out with like you. I think he had a few. Um,

Did he have any other close male friends? Um, people he hung out with like you. I think he had a few. Um,

Did he have any other close male friends? Um, people he hung out with like you. I think he had a few. Um,

Right.

Right.

Right.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, and that's part of that other push-pull to go and talk to him is because what if somebody else in the community is under threat? And to be clear, I'm not saying that he is like this today. I don't know. But, you know, is it continuing? Or did he go down the path that I went down where it was like, This is fucked up. This is wrong. I don't know.

Yeah, and that's part of that other push-pull to go and talk to him is because what if somebody else in the community is under threat? And to be clear, I'm not saying that he is like this today. I don't know. But, you know, is it continuing? Or did he go down the path that I went down where it was like, This is fucked up. This is wrong. I don't know.

Yeah, and that's part of that other push-pull to go and talk to him is because what if somebody else in the community is under threat? And to be clear, I'm not saying that he is like this today. I don't know. But, you know, is it continuing? Or did he go down the path that I went down where it was like, This is fucked up. This is wrong. I don't know.

So there's some answers there that I would like, but, you know, again, I'm just kind of in this place where do I really want to have that conversation or not? And I think I'm leaning towards yes, but I don't know. You know, I can see the fruits of it, get answers. pick his brain, see what was going on. Maybe there's some justice there.