Nick Middaugh

So there's some answers there that I would like, but, you know, again, I'm just kind of in this place where do I really want to have that conversation or not? And I think I'm leaning towards yes, but I don't know. You know, I can see the fruits of it, get answers. pick his brain, see what was going on. Maybe there's some justice there.

So there's some answers there that I would like, but, you know, again, I'm just kind of in this place where do I really want to have that conversation or not? And I think I'm leaning towards yes, but I don't know. You know, I can see the fruits of it, get answers. pick his brain, see what was going on. Maybe there's some justice there.

If the person who was doing it to him is still out there in a life.

If the person who was doing it to him is still out there in a life.

If the person who was doing it to him is still out there in a life.

Just that portion. So again, close proximity. Yeah. family friends um the part of the story that's i mean there's a few aspects of it that are kind of dark but um i ended up growing up with this kid as friends um you know trying to think back to before i was a preteen or a teenager

Just that portion. So again, close proximity. Yeah. family friends um the part of the story that's i mean there's a few aspects of it that are kind of dark but um i ended up growing up with this kid as friends um you know trying to think back to before i was a preteen or a teenager

Just that portion. So again, close proximity. Yeah. family friends um the part of the story that's i mean there's a few aspects of it that are kind of dark but um i ended up growing up with this kid as friends um you know trying to think back to before i was a preteen or a teenager

I didn't always like hanging out with him and I had other friends that I preferred hanging out with because like we would hang out and there's this elephant in the room and we never talk about it. The little kids, I still don't understand what's going on other than I desperately don't want anyone to find out. So. Yeah, I ended up working for that family on their farm.

I didn't always like hanging out with him and I had other friends that I preferred hanging out with because like we would hang out and there's this elephant in the room and we never talk about it. The little kids, I still don't understand what's going on other than I desperately don't want anyone to find out. So. Yeah, I ended up working for that family on their farm.

I didn't always like hanging out with him and I had other friends that I preferred hanging out with because like we would hang out and there's this elephant in the room and we never talk about it. The little kids, I still don't understand what's going on other than I desperately don't want anyone to find out. So. Yeah, I ended up working for that family on their farm.

And I'm in this close proximity with him growing up as friends up until I'm like in high school. And around, I think, puberty, I really started to get angry. Like I really hated him. Didn't want to be with him, around him. Didn't want to hang out with him. Um, but there was almost like this pressure there because of, you know, my parents being friends with his parents, like to hang out.

And I'm in this close proximity with him growing up as friends up until I'm like in high school. And around, I think, puberty, I really started to get angry. Like I really hated him. Didn't want to be with him, around him. Didn't want to hang out with him. Um, but there was almost like this pressure there because of, you know, my parents being friends with his parents, like to hang out.

And I'm in this close proximity with him growing up as friends up until I'm like in high school. And around, I think, puberty, I really started to get angry. Like I really hated him. Didn't want to be with him, around him. Didn't want to hang out with him. Um, but there was almost like this pressure there because of, you know, my parents being friends with his parents, like to hang out.

And, uh, eventually, you know, like some circumstances changes, change that, um, we'll just say there was some proximity changes because I don't, again, you know, I'm not trying to expose who they are and whatnot. Um, And I didn't have to hang out with them as much, you know, so I kind of went my own way.

And, uh, eventually, you know, like some circumstances changes, change that, um, we'll just say there was some proximity changes because I don't, again, you know, I'm not trying to expose who they are and whatnot. Um, And I didn't have to hang out with them as much, you know, so I kind of went my own way.

And, uh, eventually, you know, like some circumstances changes, change that, um, we'll just say there was some proximity changes because I don't, again, you know, I'm not trying to expose who they are and whatnot. Um, And I didn't have to hang out with them as much, you know, so I kind of went my own way.

And then when I graduated high school, I split them, moved out, moved to Saginaw, um, was no longer anywhere near that area. So, you know, going home to me, you know, that's why I titled the book like suffering silences. And it's not just about me, but it's about male survivors in general. But, um, I was in a position where this shit was playing through my head every day and.

And then when I graduated high school, I split them, moved out, moved to Saginaw, um, was no longer anywhere near that area. So, you know, going home to me, you know, that's why I titled the book like suffering silences. And it's not just about me, but it's about male survivors in general. But, um, I was in a position where this shit was playing through my head every day and.

And then when I graduated high school, I split them, moved out, moved to Saginaw, um, was no longer anywhere near that area. So, you know, going home to me, you know, that's why I titled the book like suffering silences. And it's not just about me, but it's about male survivors in general. But, um, I was in a position where this shit was playing through my head every day and.