Nicole
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Right.
And I did stick it out, but, um, I kind of, people really didn't know what to do with me after that.
And then when I came home, it was full force panic attacks all the time and everything.
And yeah, I just kind of did one thing and didn't another.
Well, it was a Christian college and I don't know.
Yeah.
They told me to pray it off and not to cause trouble.
That's okay.
It's a long time.
I grew up with a chronic disease as well.
What's that?
I have Lyme disease.
And so I kind of just grew up feeling odd in my body in general, so I guess it wasn't really...
as terrifying as it probably could have been for me.
Thank you.
I was going out with a guy and he told me, he's like, I don't know if you know this, but you have anger problems.
And I was like, I do.
And I realized nobody in my life, not a single person had told me.
And so I started seeing a therapist and it just turned out that I just didn't know how to handle emotions at all.
I never learned to regulate.