Nicole

And so it was kind of a journey from there.

I don't really have the anger issues anymore.

It's just like,

Oh, there's a lot of things that I realized about my upbringing that was not healthy and that was not normal.

No.

No, it was emotional neglect mainly.

Well...

I've been alone most of my life.

I don't know if it's because I'm an existential thinker, I'm dyslexic, if those are the reasons, but I've never really had a good time making connections with people where I feel like seen.

I feel like I always have to alter myself in order for people to digest me.

And so let me pause right there.

Well, I feel like you're one of the few.

I do enter into different rooms and join groups.

I've listened to your show for a while.

I am part of a D&D group.

I do.

Well, it's more like...

there's no, a lot of interaction in terms of like personal interaction.

We go and it's all introverts and everybody does their own thing.

And at the end of the day, when we all say goodbye, it's like, nobody says bye to me.