Nicole

And how can I love you?

And he shows up in really incredible ways.

No.

I think in some ways, just going back to growing up, I have three siblings, and I saw how drugs and alcohol and different lifestyles, how they chose those things, and I chose social media and video games and things, and that was...

my way to escape in some ways, but I, I, um, I just always felt like the awkward kid.

Uh, and in some ways I still feel awkward and don't really, I don't, it just, it's, I just, I struggle with feeling like I fit in, in different environments.

Okay.

How do you ever want to do a fast?

How do you do a fast when, like during the workday, it's still something that's required?

Got it, got it.

I kind of a silly follow-up question on that.

Like we, we recently moved cross country, moved back to his hometown, um,

And I'm still working on building friends and community here.

I've been working on it.

I haven't, I guess, found my people yet.

Cool.

But what would you suggest?

Just the same, just invite anyone?

Okay.

Hi, Dr. John.