Norman Ohler

But, I mean, Hitler became such a drug, polytoxicomanic user that, of course, Eva couldn't keep up with that.

They weren't a drug couple.

I didn't see any evidence for that, that they would like...

take all the crazy drugs together and then have crazy sex or something like that.

That's not how it was.

So I think she was sympathetic to Morel in the beginning and then changed her opinion.

And I'm pretty sure she talked with Hitler about it, but there's no records about their private conversations.

Well, the main guy is Harro, Harro Schulze-Boysen.

He caught my attention when I was doing research in an archive in Munich, researching drugs in the Luftwaffe, Göring's Luftwaffe, Göring being the morphinist.

I mean, the Luftwaffe was a drug, a very promiscuous place, like a lot of people in the Luftwaffe high.

Like the number three of the Luftwaffe, Ernst Udet, he committed suicide in the fall of 1941.

And he had had seven Pervitin tablets for breakfast.

So he was really high on meth.

He really enjoyed it.

But he loved to take meth and then drink.

Alcohol was a big thing in the Luftwaffe.

You can drink a lot more when you're on methamphetamine.

And I found this letter, and it was really a coincidence while I was looking through the drug stuff.

I was searching for drugs, and I found this letter by Harro Schulze-Boysen.

who had nothing to do with drugs but still i found this letter i don't know why i can't i can't remember how exactly it happened that i was suddenly reading this letter and it was the last letter that he wrote in his life he wrote it to his father and he said that everything i have done