Oliver Anthony (Christopher Lunsford)

Like this didn't, this was, this didn't mean anything to me.

It just meant something to me that like, that I could do something for like, you know, you, it's like, even if I'm not smart enough to figure out how to fix some of my own problems in my life, the fact that I felt like I could help fix somebody else's like that meant a hell of a lot more to me than any, that's what I didn't want to lose.

I didn't want to lose those people's trust or like feel, you know what I mean?

And so I've just tried to make every decision around like as best as I can, like what I think the right thing is to do and who knows what the hell the right thing is to do.

But I just try to follow, you know, we all have that little voice in us like that.

We all have some what, and, and I think sometimes we mask, it's hard for us to listen to that little voice, whether, whether it's like, you know, whether it's our gluttony or our lust or our, or our, you know,

You know, we we numb ourselves with medications or with alcohol or we we scroll on YouTube for four hours a night and instead of because we don't want to listen to our conscience.

But there is this like very intelligent, discerning thing inside of us that's able to tell us what's right and wrong.

And it's us.

It's a spiritual thing, I guess.

And I just try to, I just try to listen to that when I can.

I don't know.

I just still feel like I haven't done enough.

Yeah, that's all I got though, you know?

When you lose that, what the hell are you?

Like...

And you see it, like you see these celebrity people that just like fall off the, they fall off this, you know, they go off the deep end.

It's like, you gotta have, you have to have something in your life to, and to keep you centered and to keep you, um,

You know, your whole perception of reality and like your just existence in reality is all contingent upon this sort of like this center that you exist in.

And you have to, if you don't have that, then you're just flying through space.