Patric Gagne

I would just remember. And again, I'm putting adult words on a childlike experience. So I just remember when I think about it, it was, yeah, you better do something. You better do something. You better do something. You better do something. It was the feeling like that. Hmm.

I would just remember. And again, I'm putting adult words on a childlike experience. So I just remember when I think about it, it was, yeah, you better do something. You better do something. You better do something. You better do something. It was the feeling like that. Hmm.

I would just remember. And again, I'm putting adult words on a childlike experience. So I just remember when I think about it, it was, yeah, you better do something. You better do something. You better do something. You better do something. It was the feeling like that. Hmm.

And it was just this understanding that the apathy, again, it's hard now as an adult because now when I'm apathetic, I really like it. It's like floating. It's wonderful. But as a kid, this understanding that I'm not allowed to enjoy this thing because this thing is going to result in me being essentially denied entrance to society. Yes.

And it was just this understanding that the apathy, again, it's hard now as an adult because now when I'm apathetic, I really like it. It's like floating. It's wonderful. But as a kid, this understanding that I'm not allowed to enjoy this thing because this thing is going to result in me being essentially denied entrance to society. Yes.

And it was just this understanding that the apathy, again, it's hard now as an adult because now when I'm apathetic, I really like it. It's like floating. It's wonderful. But as a kid, this understanding that I'm not allowed to enjoy this thing because this thing is going to result in me being essentially denied entrance to society. Yes.

And again, it wasn't the approval or the companionship that I was seeking. I just remember thinking, I have things that I might want to do in life and I'm not going to be told I can't do them because I'm not what you guys have decided is the right thing. I am what I am. I don't know what to tell you.

And again, it wasn't the approval or the companionship that I was seeking. I just remember thinking, I have things that I might want to do in life and I'm not going to be told I can't do them because I'm not what you guys have decided is the right thing. I am what I am. I don't know what to tell you.

And again, it wasn't the approval or the companionship that I was seeking. I just remember thinking, I have things that I might want to do in life and I'm not going to be told I can't do them because I'm not what you guys have decided is the right thing. I am what I am. I don't know what to tell you.

So I'm just going to act like all these other kids and I'm just going to slide through with the herd. And just this understanding that if I didn't do something to sort of jumpstart my journey emotional or like internal emotional state that I wasn't going to be able to slide under the radar with the herd.

So I'm just going to act like all these other kids and I'm just going to slide through with the herd. And just this understanding that if I didn't do something to sort of jumpstart my journey emotional or like internal emotional state that I wasn't going to be able to slide under the radar with the herd.

So I'm just going to act like all these other kids and I'm just going to slide through with the herd. And just this understanding that if I didn't do something to sort of jumpstart my journey emotional or like internal emotional state that I wasn't going to be able to slide under the radar with the herd.

Someone's going to say, Hey, she's not, she needs to be in jail or she needs to be in, you know, the psych ward or something. And again, these are, these are sort of childlike feelings that I had just based on what I was feeling based on the reactions that I got from other people when I tried to express the way that I felt or didn't feel.

Someone's going to say, Hey, she's not, she needs to be in jail or she needs to be in, you know, the psych ward or something. And again, these are, these are sort of childlike feelings that I had just based on what I was feeling based on the reactions that I got from other people when I tried to express the way that I felt or didn't feel.

Someone's going to say, Hey, she's not, she needs to be in jail or she needs to be in, you know, the psych ward or something. And again, these are, these are sort of childlike feelings that I had just based on what I was feeling based on the reactions that I got from other people when I tried to express the way that I felt or didn't feel.

understanding that things that I was doing were wrong and would result in a great deal of unwanted attention.

understanding that things that I was doing were wrong and would result in a great deal of unwanted attention.

understanding that things that I was doing were wrong and would result in a great deal of unwanted attention.

Do you know what I'm saying? Yes. 100% yes to the second part of your question. That is exactly what it is. It wasn't the apathy that was the problem. It was my reaction to the apathy. And that reaction was informed by society telling me, these are the feelings that you're supposed to have. If you don't have these feelings... you are denied entry. Yes.

Do you know what I'm saying? Yes. 100% yes to the second part of your question. That is exactly what it is. It wasn't the apathy that was the problem. It was my reaction to the apathy. And that reaction was informed by society telling me, these are the feelings that you're supposed to have. If you don't have these feelings... you are denied entry. Yes.