Professor Katriona O'Sullivan

It looked so easy to be them.

And I couldn't, Ray, because of all the things that had happened.

The anger is always there.

Is it?

Yeah.

Yeah.

I don't even know, to be honest.

It's funny because I'm really liked now.

and then my brother my brother's in a relationship with this girl and she's lovely but she knew me as a teenager she said to me oh my god I was so scared of you whenever you'd come anywhere I was terrified like Ray I was a really aggressive angry chavvy person who would fight you physically who would just call you names like I was really angry and I was on it like sometimes that anger was like

You're not going to get me first.

You know, like I'll fucking, I'll get you before you get me.

You know, the assumption that the world is bad.

But I was, I don't know if I was angry.

I know I was angry at myself a lot.

And I used to have loud, like angry thoughts about myself.

You're a fuck up.

You're a mess.

Look at the state of you.

You're a terrible mother.

You're never going to be good.