Rachel Wilson

This greater purpose that you might never even see fully the fruits of in your lifetime.

Or do you want to party and have fun and go after what you want now and be kind of hedonistic, kind of selfish?

And that's the Luciferian paradigm.

Like even the satanic temple guys, Anton LaVey and all those guys, they said, look, we're not even like deistic Satanists.

We just think I'm my own God.

I decide what's right for me.

I do what I want in my life for my own fulfillment.

And nobody is entitled to anything from me.

I decide if and when I want to give anything to anyone, this life is for me.

Those are kind of the two sides you kind of end up on.

And so when I say a cult, I kind of mean that too.

I kind of mean like, yeah, raising five kids was really hard.

I didn't buy fancy new clothes.

I didn't get beauty treatments.

I didn't do much of anything for myself.

I went like 20 years with no sleep.

It was, you know, it is hard work, but...

my children and hopefully their children who is who I wrote this book for when I wrote it I thought it was going to be like I didn't know I was going to be here talking about it I thought it was going to be for like my grandkids and my great grandkids and things like that because I wanted them to know this stuff um

That's hard.

It's hard work.