Richard Feidler

And then I tried many, two or three times to get the evidence to start it as a cold case.

And this fabulous detective who was working on a serial killer cold case, it was actually in the same timeframe.

So she took it seriously and it was the most incredibly intense case.

proper interview.

Had I been interviewed by that, things might have been different.

And she tried to find the evidence, but they didn't keep the evidence.

That was the problem.

And so I've had to accept that's the end of the line for me.

No, no.

He may be still out there doing it.

He's probably, well, I mean, who knows?

I mean, I was 37 at the time.

I felt like he was a bit older.

He had a deeper voice.

But yeah, so those things in the next eight years of not being able to pick up a drink or a drug, not to take anything, no medication.

I decided I didn't want any medication, even though it was offered to me.

It meant that I had to face that literally stunk, cold, sober.

So it was eight years of madness, really.

Yeah, well, yes, the anger I had, the anger I had over men was for a long time, a very, very long time.

I just, what I learned from that, though...