Rick Devens

And again, I was sick enough to think, oh, I can go out there and do just as well the second time.

And in some ways, I did even better the second time.

So I really wanted to get back out there.

Right.

Everyone was a great player, a known player.

So it was really bizarre.

I mean, I'm playing with people that I watched play the game back when I was in high school that I looked up to in a weird way.

And it's also the first time you play, we're all discovering it together.

How do you open a coconut with a machete?

How do you sleep on this island?

Whereas the second time, I mean, it was all business.

Your feet hit the sand in Fiji and you're just

immediately playing the game.

People know what they're doing this time a lot more than I knew what I was doing.

There's this guy named Ozzie who he'll just shimmy up a

coconut tree and cut down the coconuts from the top of the trees like a jungle boy out there.

So it was pretty wild.

Yeah, I think it says that I just have

an empty hole in me that needs attention and praise.

Can't fill it up no matter what.