Rosé
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1,096 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard Nov 2024
last heard 28 Jan
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I was thinking about this the other day.
And then I noticed what I do is like, I use my fingernails and I like, just like, I like do this a lot. Weird. So, which is helpful because like, I do that just to this now.
But this is good because you're, like, using the muscles here.
Yeah. So it's just like a workout that becomes a workout.
anxiety since i was like if i remember like seven years old do you ever like think about something and you're like oh that was anxiety i just didn't know it at the time see i'm a little i've been i've lived my life a little dull to that i think i've only started noticing it which is why i feel like it only started recently i think it's gone really bad over this past few years and like even like friends that used to work with me like three four years ago they started working with me again this year and they were like
like you're a little different from then and i was like am i um and i think that's probably the anxiety that's kind of like i think i have like i've never needed any like this before yeah they have stress balls i'm like i don't understand stress balls like why do you ever need them is what i thought And so I came across one during a meeting once and I was like, ew, what is that?
I walked in, I was like, ew. And I touched it, I was like, ah, it's disgusting. And then I touched it, I was like, ooh, it's kind of a cool texture.
Every single meeting. And then I was like, ew, I was like disgusted. But then I ended up doing this like serious meeting with somebody and I got through it like so well. And I was like, ew.
it's the stress ball it's just hell yeah that's when i diagnosed myself with bad anxiety i was like i have bad anxiety that's what it was and that was that's when i found out it's it's frustrating when it like um like comes out like in physically before it comes out mentally you feel it as opposed to think it that's what i'm saying yeah once you diagnose once you say i have anxiety right now things are a bit better but then sometimes you
like hours pass and then you look back and you're like i was i was going through anxiety right so that's when i think now it's good that like i have this to remind me i have anxiety right i'm going for it i'm like i know i have anxiety so i know how to like like articulate like i know how to tell people i'm like i'm getting anxiety so like you know some people are like what's the vibe has changed yeah and i'll be like i have anxiety and i'll tell myself i just need like five minutes
I need a squishy break is what I say. You know how people go for smoke breaks?
Yeah, I need a squishy break.
So this is like, he just keeps disappearing? Yeah.
I think about it a lot lately. Yeah. Because it's really come up lately. Like, this is like...
real time um and I noticed it was definitely overwork and I was using because I have so many things I have to confirm like left to right but it's not just like it's not mathematics it's not an equation to everything it's like it's creative control and it's like I have to use like the deepest parts of my brain to find out what I want and dislike and I have to keep giving feedback on that and it literally been like every like days on end and I don't know how to take a break I'm just kind of a workaholic
Because for me, it's like work is my hobby and I love it. That's why I do it. And that's the only thing that makes me feel sane. So then it's like a whole bad cycle. So I noticed for the past six months, I haven't had a day where I turn it off. Because for me, again, it's my lifestyle. It's not like I go to work and I come home. I don't know how to disconnect from it.
And so I think it was like that and overworking, which I love. I'm so grateful to do it, so I keep doing it. And then I had... Wait, what was the question? Why am I doing this?
No, but then this is what I learned the other day. Oh my God, it was crazy.
that's what i'm saying i don't know how to do that i don't know how to have a break and actually enjoy it so i never do it right because you're like i just want to work yeah and that makes me feel sane so but then it started making me feel insane like i started to go insane it was like a point where i was like i'm going insane and then i was like one day i was like okay i asked everyone if i take a break tomorrow will i with my career just crumble to the ground do we die
I was like, do we die?
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