Ruth

And then I think I sat on it for too long.

Cause I was just like, I didn't know what to do.

I think it's exactly like what happened.

Like I should have said it in the moment and then I didn't.

And now I just let it go on.

And then I've been like in my head, like we have till November and I just feel like there should be no secrets or not secrets, but like just

Made into a bigger deal than what it needed to be.

I'm great at that.

That's what I'm good at.

I still have to get my argument in.

That's actually, it's a great point.

Like that's who I am as a person.

I just take everything and I bottle it into like an, I'm just anxious.

So I feel like that's my go-to move.

It's just like, I should feel anxious over this or I should feel like I did something wrong.

Even though I didn't, I just felt like I should have had all like ways of communicating with me cut off and I didn't.

And it just isn't that big of a deal, but it's the fact that like I waited for so long and I didn't do it when it happened, but that's my own fault.

I'm really good at telling on myself, though, when I do something or when I make a mistake.

I'm actually really good about that.

And I think that's just the one point where I dropped the ball and then I started to overthink it.