Ryan Shelton

And I can't concentrate on the show because I'm thinking about myself.

It's ego.

We can put some music in post.

It's like getting an injection.

I know.

It's like the doctor just talks to you and is like, oh, it's over.

Oh.

That's a big, that's a huge risk.

Well, that's kind of like your son, like at the free throw line.

Yeah.

Like if I saw that, if I was one of the other kids playing and this kid's like one of the guys has stepped up to shoot the winning and he laughed,

I'd be like, what do you know that I don't know?

So romantic.

But it's really, it's sort of easy to, I find it easy to be happy for other people's success if it's completely, if it's something I could never do.

But if it's something that I could do, I'm like, I'm happy for you, but I'm kind of jealous or envious or now I'm scared that I'm not going to get that and what does that say about me?

Really?

Do you reckon it sort of seems like something that's been sort of consistent, you know, in your professional life, I guess, is this want to be the best or to win or to be seen as brilliant or, you know.

And something that you seem to really take notice of is the numbers, right?

whether it be, like, ratings or likes or comments.

And I just wonder whether or not, like, do you equate those numbers, ticket sales, ratings, with how good you are?