Róisín Ingle

No, no, I can't say it was always there.

But I think probably if we go down to kind of the self-criticism and all of that kind of thing.

And a worthlessness.

I probably would connect it some some weight to that.

Like I'd done a very bad thing.

You know, somebody who I loved was no longer there.

And somebody I had a relationship with that was bigger than my father's.

I never like I said, I didn't have one.

But with this person, I had a I had a relationship.

I mean, I did.

And, you know, it was my fault that he was no longer in the world.

Yeah, I mean, I don't know exactly what it did to me.

Did you act out?

Yeah, I was not a very pleasant child.

I was a disruptor in the house.

I mean, you know, my mum had a good house going on where people did the thing, not did what they were told, it wasn't disciplined, but people would pitch in and the whole thing ran because everyone was on board and I was not one of the ones who was on board and I was often...

disruptive and I was often and I think yeah the classic isn't it like this obviously you know we don't need a degree in anything to go things that happened to me that weren't addressed I had big feelings about big traumatic things and nobody sat down and went oh let's let's put all that on the table and see how you're doing with that.

So I had to go somewhere.

So I think I just was like a bit of an annoying bad.

I just didn't really do what I was told.