Sarah Edmondson

Yeah.

It's that I wish I had researched before, you know, before I did my five day.

I think the hardest thing is for the people that remain.

The thing that takes up most of my space in my head is like some of the people that remain loyal, even if I didn't like directly recruit them, are there because of people that I recruited.

So like in my tree, they called it the pyramid, you know?

I recruited people who are still loyal and are still dedicating their life for us.

They have a group that gets together and they Zoom and sometimes they post stuff.

They haven't been very active since Nikki Klein left.

And Nikki was the main person that

I was thinking about and praying.

I don't, I'm not even religious, like just, and having reoccurring dreams.

She's out.

She, she's woken up, but she's not, we can't talk yet because of the civil case.

Okay.

But there were, she, and she was part of that dancing group.

Right.

Yeah.

So there, there are women there who are still in, and I just like, I, I,

I would love for them to wake up and get on with their lives.

And there's also a lot of people who I know left who were, like, at my wedding.