Sarah

We're committed to staying married, but my love for him is

being drowned out by resentment.

I should deeply resent that he stole any chance I had to not just experience like an uninhibited sex life, but the chance to feel wanted, even in the most basic ways.

And I don't know how to accept a lifetime of not being desired by the one person who's supposed to want me.

Okay.

Yeah, I practiced this little spiel for like 15 times last night to time it, but then the guy said I wasn't supposed to read a script, so I sort of had to edit it down.

I mean, my husband and I have talked very openly about it.

Um, that he, like when he looks at me or thinks about me, he thinks I want to jump her bones.

I want to try things.

I want to experience things.

It's mostly physical.

Okay.

He does a really good job of appreciating my personality, how hard I work, all the effort that I put into everything.

He loves and respects me.

He is very kind, very gentle, very thoughtful.

He's a really good person.

He's a really good guy.

And we've talked a lot about this.

And I think he just does not feel that desire.

I don't think it's me personally.