Scott McNamara

Honestly, I believe God was keeping me to my promise.

I said, if you keep us alive, I'll turn to you.

So it was almost like something inside of me knew that, you know, like I said, the gift of repentance, right?

You've got to know what's wrong.

Well, I mean, the Bible says no sex before marriage, right?

So sex is something pure for the marriage bed.

So it was something that I was doing, but first time in my life, I guess, I was having this revelation that, hey, I shouldn't be doing this, even though that was something that was part of my lifestyle.

So that was the beginning of it.

Within a couple of months, I ended up in a place where I gave my life to Jesus.

I was invited to a New Year conference, which was a New Year's Eve thing, because it just preceded that, right?

I ended up in this event.

I sit outside.

I didn't even go in the conference.

And I felt this love wash over me.

It was in that moment that I surrendered everything to Jesus.

I began to weep and wail.

I'm not even in the conference.

I'm outside.

But I felt this love washing over me.

And before it happened, though, I felt like I was in a tug of war.