Scott McNamara
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
I begged for my life.
Stephen gets resuscitated in the ambulance and I get through it.
But I literally come to the edge, the precipice of eternity.
It's like I'm dangling, one foot hanging over.
I came that close.
And it was as if somebody was holding me and stopping me from going into that place.
And it was like the worst night of my life.
But you know what?
That was my moment, right?
And the next day, I carried on with my life.
Like, forget God, right?
I'm okay.
I can breathe.
I'm good, right?
So I remember I was with this, seeing this girl on and off at the time, this beautiful blonde girl.
I was with her, you know, on and off.
And she came around, but I didn't want to be intimate with her because I felt unclean.
As soon as I started, you know, getting with her, right, I felt unclean.
It was weird.
And I couldn't do it.