Scott McNamara
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He was like my housemate.
He started foaming at the mouth, convulsing, and he basically died in my arms.
I held him.
as his eyes rolled to the back of his head and he died in my arms.
So he got taken off in an ambulance dead and I stood in that street and I watched the ambulance drive away and I began to convulse.
Same thing started happening with me.
It was just too pure cocaine and my high turned upside down and I had a high tolerance for cocaine.
There was a guy, very well-known gangster in Liverpool, he said, I've never seen anyone take as much cocaine as Scott and he was a heavy cocaine addict.
So I had a very high tolerance for it but I guess it flipped me watching what happened to him flip my high, right?
And I literally felt like I was going to die.
I then see the gate to hell ahead in the distance.
It was like this dark abyss.
It was like an entry point to this darkness.
And I could feel under my skin this fear like I'd never felt before.
And I'm suddenly moving towards this entry point like I'm on a treadmill that doesn't end.
At speed, I'm thinking I've got about 60 seconds and I'm going to be in this dark abyss.
And I prayed, God, keep me alive.
Keep Stephen alive, my friend, and I'll turn to you.
That was my prayer.
Please keep us alive and I'll turn to you.