Sean Langan

I'm now just like dead or alive.

I don't know.

Driven back to Pakistan, 10 hours.

I'm now in a second safe house.

And it was full of wounded Taliban and some two guys who were pouring me, like touched me like that.

And I'm just, that was my last 12 hours of night.

It was like with wounded soldiers and these people who were severely mentally damaged, patting me like a,

And I'm like, Nat, you're holding on, but you've only got so much left.

And then it comes to the exchange and the Taliban's on the phone and I can hear them discussing and he's talking English.

We've got the package.

Have you got the delivery money or something?

And I'm aware it's talking about one package.

And I've made this vow to my fixer that I won't abandon you.

So I say, I refuse to be exchanged.

It's either both of us.

You either release my fixer on me or fuck it, you might as well kill me.

And I turn my back on him and he's there.

This is some guy I haven't seen before.

It's the most dangerous time for the terrorists.

The exchange is where you're most likely to get ambushed by terrorists.