Shabana Markar

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215 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard May 2026 last heard 20 May

Shabana Markar’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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The journey getting here was really, really difficult.
It was a lot more difficult than it seems because when I first got accepted to this podcast, it was a huge honor.
And my best friend is with me, who's just my, you know, she's with me and she's my soulmate.
But, you know, the journey here was not just about almost missing a fight.
And having to run sprint like 20 minutes and like within like 10 seconds get on the flight.
But it was also a journey where I actually almost lost my life over the podcast.
Because before the podcast happened, the 48 hours when I got accepted, I was being called stupid.
And I was being told that it was a scam.
And it really, really hurt me.
And so I actually overdosed on June 11th.
And I was in the psych ward for five days.
because I kind of lost hope.
And it was not encompassing self-compassion for myself because all the pain that has ever hit me in my life from like childhood, from being bullied to the day that I was accepted to the podcast, I just gave up.
And so coming here today and being alive to be here is like a huge honor.
Okay.
Sorry.
I know it's a lot more than what you asked about the flight.
Sorry.
So my father is a huge inspiration in my life and my mom.
And they have the fairy tale.
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