Shabana Markar

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215 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard May 2026 last heard 20 May

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Living Your Legacy · She Almost Lost Her Life Building Mercy · 20 May 2026 podcast

And I didn't even grieve.

I think I was just so busy working to pay off debts.

I was working 14-hour shifts to make a comeback with Mercy Mediterranean because I'm in a little bit of a loss right now.

And so I just numb myself to feel, which is not a good idea.

Never numb yourself to feel.

If you need to cry, cry.

It's totally okay.

I think it's very powerful.

Oh, yeah.

And I think even crying in public, I mean, I think we're told like, okay, when you're at work, but there's times even when I'm at work that I've had patients hug me and make me feel good.

I'm having a bad day.

So we always feel like we have to put on a facade as human beings.

So we have to pretend we're okay.

But the greatest answer that I could give you is it's okay not to be okay.

And the moment of darkness just hit where I just had like a moment of,

Maybe temporary insanity.

I was just mad.

And I was just like, I don't want to do this anymore.

And it was almost like a challenge to God.

Like, hey, God, is it going to be like the dark side is going to win?

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