Shahroo Izadi

because I've only ever had them one last time or I'm eating celery.

And you've left me out in the cold here.

And I feel there are a lot of women who feel really misunderstood.

They're like, I'm ready to be body positive.

If the manifestation of me feeling empowered and I can make choices that I'm happy with, if I make those choices and that's to eat cake all day, then I think those people would be fine with the manifestation on their body.

It's the powerlessness that they've been left with.

You have left me scared of food.

Yes.

And eating it like it's being taken away.

Yes.

Which when it overcorrects, essentially is what is a perfect storm for obesity, which we know.

Right.

Anyway, just complete restriction and then abundance.

And you don't know when it's going to come.

And then when the abundance comes, you're telling me that the foods are going to be designed to be addictive, too.

And then I'm going to crave the transformation.

And then I'm going to crave the transformation.

So I'm going to make sure that I relapse really badly because tomorrow I'm going to be pure and new and everything's going to be amazing.

My laundry is going to be done and everyone's going to love me.

it's your friend yeah it's your friend yeah that's what people don't get and in rehab in residential rehab I know there's a lot of letter writing to like goodbye thank you and goodbye not good riddance but like thank you you're letting go of your friend you're letting go of the the you know the thing that kept you safe kept you safe and