Sharay 'The Punisher' Hayes

When I walked in the room, I got complete anxiety. Like, my entire body was shaking.

When I walked in the room, I got complete anxiety. Like, my entire body was shaking.

When I walked in the room, I got complete anxiety. Like, my entire body was shaking.

I thought going into it, I was pretty prepared and confident, but literally when I walked in a room, I got complete anxiety. Like my entire body was shaking. Whatever I envisioned or what I thought, because obviously you can't see anything, it was the tension and the magnitude of the moment was much, much deeper. So it was to some degree terrifying.

I thought going into it, I was pretty prepared and confident, but literally when I walked in a room, I got complete anxiety. Like my entire body was shaking. Whatever I envisioned or what I thought, because obviously you can't see anything, it was the tension and the magnitude of the moment was much, much deeper. So it was to some degree terrifying.

I thought going into it, I was pretty prepared and confident, but literally when I walked in a room, I got complete anxiety. Like my entire body was shaking. Whatever I envisioned or what I thought, because obviously you can't see anything, it was the tension and the magnitude of the moment was much, much deeper. So it was to some degree terrifying.

Like I just could not, whatever I envisioned, it was just so much more that I was not mentally prepared.

Like I just could not, whatever I envisioned, it was just so much more that I was not mentally prepared.

Like I just could not, whatever I envisioned, it was just so much more that I was not mentally prepared.

Hayes responding, No, actually, not one conversation, not even eye contact.

Hayes responding, No, actually, not one conversation, not even eye contact.

Hayes responding, No, actually, not one conversation, not even eye contact.

Did that surprise you? Well, it was told to me immediately, like on the first encounter, that I was instructed to not look at him, not acknowledge him, not have any interaction.

Did that surprise you? Well, it was told to me immediately, like on the first encounter, that I was instructed to not look at him, not acknowledge him, not have any interaction.

Did that surprise you? Well, it was told to me immediately, like on the first encounter, that I was instructed to not look at him, not acknowledge him, not have any interaction.

I would apologize because I had no idea, no indication what she was going through. And if, you know, obviously my involvement kind of fervored her suffering, you know, so just me knowing that as a man, you know, being raised by a single mom and a grandma, you know, just the thought of partaking in a scenario where a woman is possibly being abused is tough to hear. So...

I would apologize because I had no idea, no indication what she was going through. And if, you know, obviously my involvement kind of fervored her suffering, you know, so just me knowing that as a man, you know, being raised by a single mom and a grandma, you know, just the thought of partaking in a scenario where a woman is possibly being abused is tough to hear. So...

I would apologize because I had no idea, no indication what she was going through. And if, you know, obviously my involvement kind of fervored her suffering, you know, so just me knowing that as a man, you know, being raised by a single mom and a grandma, you know, just the thought of partaking in a scenario where a woman is possibly being abused is tough to hear. So...

You know, I would just apologize to her and, you know, tell her that I was really remorseful and regret if I contributed to a bad experience for her.

You know, I would just apologize to her and, you know, tell her that I was really remorseful and regret if I contributed to a bad experience for her.

You know, I would just apologize to her and, you know, tell her that I was really remorseful and regret if I contributed to a bad experience for her.